Had To Let Go.......

Like always there's a guy, we think he's just perfect, everything he does just makes us melt on the inside, he is cute and funny and everything we wanted in a guy. Well I had one of those, his name was Dante and he was unlike anyone I've ever seen or been around, he was different. I went through my entire freshman year liking him but not telling anyone about it, not even my two closest friends new about my feelings for him. By the time anyone new I was drifting from him but I had found out that he liked me too. WHAT THE HECK!?!? I decided to message him after I heard what I did and he responded and we immediately started laughing and enjoying our conversations. We talked everyday for about two weeks until one day he stopped, I got worried and was trying to figured out what was wrong. Almost a month pasted until I decided to get on my best friend's Facebook and figure out what was up. Turns out he "just stopped liking me" so I decided to accept it and messaged him and asked him about it and he said "he didn't know how to tell me without making me sad or making me cry" while he was explaining it I wanted to burst into tears, but I didn't I told him it was alright and that we could still be "friends." Since then we still haven't really talked much, I guess its too awkward for him??? I don't know. All I know is that I " had to let go."

Ex.

So I dated this guy last May through September, he started acting brand new when we got to high school and broke up with me. Crazy right?!?! Well anyway here he is calling and texting me everyday for the past three months asking for us to be together again and that he would be "different." now what kinda mess is that, you really think I will listen to you after all that, I think not! I asked him what made him think he even deserved me again and his response was, "omg please Ke'Auna I can be better just give me a chance", I told him "A true guy only needs one chance to make his girl happy and to show her he's the one,and it's obvious its NOT you!!!

Good Morning

Good morning everyone! I'm just now waking up, took my dog ,Prince, out to pee and cut myself a slice of cake for breakfast. I am now watching Spongebob Squarepants and checking my email to see if any agent have contacted me yet, nope.

I've Always........

Me? Well I've always wanted to be a singer, well I know what your saying, EVERYONE wants to be famous know but I've always had this voice and nothing to do with it. I sang in a pageant once but that was it, I wanted to audition for "American Idol" but I was too scared. I've written songs and stuff but was always put down for it so I got rid of it. So.......what do I do now, I guess nothing because I highly doubt I'll be famous.
   After I gave up the singing dream I wanted to be a model, I even had an agent named Bob (common name lol) but my mom turned down his offer without any reason.That RUINED my life. To this day I still want to model, everyone I've ever met always told me to me a model because I'm tall, with clear, smooth skin, and a figure. But I'll keep Dreaming!

My Recent Thoughts.

Life right now has been really hard for me, best friend isn't talking to me, mom is never home, no dad. What more could be worse, right? Here lately I haven't been able to tell right from wrong since wrong is so common around here, I guess you can say that I'm blinded from all the bad that I don't even realize when I have something good. It's sad sometimes, what people go through all the time and no one that's around ever even realize it because we can hide it so easily to the point where everyone believes we have perfect lives.
Well we don't.